Monday, March 30, 2009 @ 3/30/2009 10:52:00 PM: Right on guys, Right on
OKay. i decided to revive this pieve of CRAP. so anyone reading it better READ IT SOME MORE!!!
Oh ok, so my time in shark is finally over last friday. Felt so strange and foreign in 02 after that. Hmm, i think i dun really want to let go.
Whats done is done i guess, and now i have a new job as batch 2 ics and Venture Planning.
Really bored actually. I still find it unacceptable that many things did not work out the way i wanted it to be.
Many of the COH actually did not work out what i wanted it to be, however some of my views are really rather extreme and sort of impossible in the teacher's eyes. I faught for people i felt are deserving based on the "abilities" they possess for them to excel in a certain "post". And nothing else(no studies, no bad behaviour, no attendance, Nothing) mattered to me really. That is why only me and Jon Tan felt differently about something everyone thought should be certain.
In one of my batches meeting, we were discussing our aim for 02 this year. Many said FUN (i am not disclosing anything so i guess this is okay). I said training a aim to win PRIZES and AWARDS.
Some of my views are not shared by the rest of my batch. Despite my outgoing and friendly appearance to the people in the troop (haha i dunno if u think this way). I dun really think FUN is a way 02 should go on. I always felt that FUN don't win you trophies. FUN don't give you A Chief Commissioner's Award or a PSA. No offense to the 01 people, but i don't think "character developement" gave them many awards to brag about. (THEY ARE CERTAINLY BETTER THAN US IN SOME AREAS).
Of course everybody in the COH is sort of shocked about one single person. hmm. Despite my conscious dislike for him and my preference for something else, I think that with my criteria which i mentioned above, he is a capable person and should not be prejudiced by his batch.
I think i really said too much about my opinions. Really Who cares anyway. Haha, its just words.
I say what i like, and i sure DIDN'T mean to HURT ANYONE so please.
really me.
Tuesday, December 30, 2008 @ 12/30/2008 11:47:00 PM:
dead dead dead. Until i revive it
really me.
Tuesday, December 02, 2008 @ 12/02/2008 09:43:00 AM:
YAY! after going throu all that shit.
I guess its worth it.
haha.
Blog later, rest now.
really me.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 @ 11/26/2008 06:38:00 PM:
tomorrows npc. dun wanna post. so yeah.
need to mug. have headache. still on comp. wtf.
really me.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 @ 11/25/2008 08:49:00 PM:
ok.
rainbows.
really me.
Monday, November 24, 2008 @ 11/24/2008 10:36:00 PM: breathe
today.
"the sec twos own you guys lor"
"yeah really the sec twos damn pro."
"yong xin is like damn pro. Face it eugene owns."
"Yeah their batch dynamics were like super imba."
"Their batch owned you guys in hike."
"FACE IT ding hao, the sec twos are damn pro. There is no denying that."
"your batch sucks lar"
"ding hao, listen to wee ping"
"it is not a reason when your batch slumped"
"their hike proposal owns"
yesterday.
"... shark just sucks"
FUCK IT. FUCK IT. FUCK IT.
i can't breathe.
All is not right. All is not right.
There must be a way out.
A way to prove ourselves.
my batch. my patrol.
why is it that i am the only one who cares.
should i just give up.
or should i just let go.
i can't breathe. i am choking on the conversations.
really me.
Thursday, November 20, 2008 @ 11/20/2008 06:34:00 PM:
NPC prep is soooo shitty now.
i mean wtf, we go school every morning then come back at 8 every night. Shit man.
BTW. Today's quote from me is "BEST job!" i said this instead of good job. Lol.
Woah, i damn scared npc we screw up lor. The prep is also damn crappy. Like 3 of the team is sick and probably sleeping at the moment.
Wow. thinking back everything. I think all the hard work we put in may go down the drain.
Its not like certain TTs are any help emotionally too. Well, lets see what happen tomorrow at the overnight stay.
really me.
YAY! after going throu all that shit.
ok.